The Argument Assignment.

Let me tell you a story when a argument gone wrong. I was doing my work in the computer lab, read that i had to have an argument with someone and i said why not have a little one with my bestfriend next to me. She read that i had to do this and she said ok and i said i was gonna ask her a question and go from there. Then she started reading a post about our journal topic yesturday. She laughed at it and said hey! You got some misspelling there. I immediately exited out because i got so frustrated. The last time i was with her posting to my blog she started complaing that everything on there was just cheesy and stupid. After that i just really didnt want to write anything around her because thats all she says, but anyway back to the point. I exited out very quickly and right away she said,"well why the hell did you do that!" I told her i was sick of her talking about my writing because it's disrespectful to me! I told her yes it was my assignment and all just do it at home. RIGHT THEN AND THERE IT WAS ON! Sat there the whole entire period arguing about why that was just so bad to do. I told her everytime she sees deep quotes or someones writing she thinks its just cheesy and even thinks that about songs. I MEAN WHAT! DOES SHE WANT TO LISTEN TO ALL REGGAE OR SOMETHING! Me and my bestfriend are together alot(were talking everyday for the past 8months except for a week and a couple of days inbetween but still!) so yes, we do get sick of each other at some points. I told her, what. What do you really want. She said she wants me to stop getting so frustrated with things and open up more. Now me, i have anxiety and stress problems due to past experiences. i told her that stuff is just a hard thing to change, she said not if your willing to try. I told her i have been trying, i have been more happier lately and now i just feel like i havent gotten anywhere i guess. We took a 5min break because she had to get something done. During that time i tried think what i really want her to stop doing. After the 5min she replied back and was like,"what, are you still not going to do your work?" And i told her no because i wasnt done with the conversation. She told me she was sick of me always trying to find a good time to tell her something thats important and just spit it out whenever i think about it. That usually happens right when she has to leave when shes in her car. I said well we cant do it much at your house since your parents and stiff are around and i dont think ive been doing that to much lately. And that mostely happens because i start to realize nope! Cant tell her after this! Im sad that shes leaving, oh here comes all the bad stuff! Then i started telling her that i realized today that i just dont like people telling me that im burnt half the time because that just means that there thinking im stupid. I told her look. I just have a damn hard time speaking, i always have ever since i was little(during the time i said this i was about to break down and cry because i started having anxiety). I have a hard time speaking and trying to make sense and trying not to mumble or speak jibber jabber. Sometimes ya i do feel stupid because i cant do that or sometimes i act like i just dont care when really im just trying to have fun. And have the people around me have fun with my energetic(at times) self. The bell rang right after that and the conversation stopped. And so i said what a fantastic argument!!! I got in a fight with my bestfriend( we kinda just put that to the side and just said whatever about it and just went with some friends and had fun together then hung out all day till like 10 we had some fun like we always do and laughed our ass off a shit ton of times, just filling you in). But hey we did have an argument for a whole hour and got some things out but still think that were not done with the subject. So i say thank you preston! I had my argument!(: