Money Money Money.

I've been looking forward to a lot of things. I haven't been practicing as much as i should but i have started giving lessons to a person who showed up at one of my marimba band performances then later asked me if i'd like to teach her son. We exchanged numbers, and soon enough we got in contact with each other and i'm now getting paid 15$ an hour for lessons for guitar. And i do love doing that because it gives me motivation to do more for music, more for pursuing my dream of becoming a sound engineer/producer.

Plans

Many people don't know but i used to be really into soccer and i played for 10 years. It was my dream to become a professional, soccer was my life. Things changed when i moved and i was put into a lower soccer team for 3 years because i didn't know of any others around i was the best of the team and i really didn't learn to much. High school came and i got health problems and got tired easily it sucked, i was depressed and i stopped. I regret ever stopping something that was so important to me. And that's where music comes in. There are times where i did almost stop playing for awhile it was horrible. It scares me to know i am going to become a sound engineer because i didn't have much confidence as i had in soccer. Being a musician is a tough field especially if you are a woman.

Figure

My question is if its just me that would ever give up something or something of my own for someone to be happy. Someone very important to you or even someone you just think is worthy of that. How do you know if there truly worthy if you don't know them? Well take a look at the facts, maybe they really need it, you  enjoy there energy around, or you just really think they are. A person that is truly important to you will always feel your pain. When they feel a relief you feel a relief when you feel stressed they feel stressed when your mad there mad and let me ask you, if your feeling happy how do they feel? its a comforting thing sometimes when you know its not just you feeling the same way as someone else and knowing they understand. That's how best friends are. And a best friend can be anyone.

MY MODERNIST

Ernest Hemingway because he is the only journalist i looked up that i actually took extra time on to find out more and more, and i think because i also understand and like his work a bit more then the others i have looked up.